18 months and I love you so

My child, I'm sorry for not being able to spend as much time as I used to. Mommy has a new job. But remember that I will always love you. I'm so blessed to have you as my daughter. You are my everything. Your tears, your laughter, baby chatter and touch light up my life. To watch you sleep knowing that you're just beside me is happiness on its own. I love you so much baby remember that.

Mummy misses your smile.

Mummy loves your active ways.

I even miss you messing the house up.

You look exactly like me.

When you talk you command the room.

Even when you sleep you can make me happy. I love you sayang.

17 months naughty

This month you reaaaally are getting on my nerves. Maybe it's the transitioning of me working and taking care of you again. I'm sorry for always screaming and scolding you. But it's very stressful doing things on my own. When you're a mom you'll understand. But let us celebrate your achievements this month!

You're more expressive now. Always chatting. I don't know what you're saying but it's always so chatty. I foresee you asking me lots of questions when you learn how to speak.

You're too engrossed with the tv. It's always Sofia or Upin Ipin now.

I miss having you sleep beside me now that I've started working again. You can't fit under my armpit now. I miss having you small.

You've understood sweets! Always with some sort of dessert.

And you're alwaaaaays running around. So sweaty! At least I know you're active. 

And you love balloons! When it's your birthday, we'll have lots of it ok sayang.

You've come to understand different tastes. And you always wanna try new stuff.

Yes always munching.

But I love you still sayang. You'll always be my first born. I love you.

16 months..

You're getting very naughty and cheeky. Always in for a laugh. I can see you're turning into a lovable child.

You would rather things go your way or you'd throw a fit. Very mean!

But when mummy gets sad you'll come right up and hug me. You don't want to see me cry.

I love to see you sleep every time. It's comforting that you need me to put you to sleep.

And you know what you want and who to look for when you want something.

You fall in love with your toys and never let them go. I can see that you're a romantic.

You live in the moment. That is a good attitude baby.

You never fail to make me smile.

Your antics it'll brighten up anybody's day.

But I sure miss holding you when you're smaller.

Your excitement shows each time we play with you.

You're too cute everyone feels like kissing you.

But one thing mummy ask please grow slower baby.. I know it'll happen one day but I cannot let you go. I always want you in my arms. I love you.

Hello 15months!

Hello anak mummy! My smart girl is now so smart! You're more active and you actually fake cry at mummy sometimes! Soooooooo naughty ok!

You followed atok and nenek to mustaffa but you were soooo active! You keep climbing out of the carrier.

We love to take pictures to show baba! Makes baba miss us more 😂😂

At times you can show your boyish side and lepak one corner like a boy.

But at times you really show your love for cute toys like this rocking elephant you made us buy!

Or simply when you drag the kitchen wear out to play with.

You just are too cute baby!

I love watching you sleep.

You are my little sunshine.

You're my heartbeat sayang.. Mummy loves you stinky.

14 months happy

My love.. Mummy loves you from the bottom of my heart. No one can ever replace you as my first born. You will always have a special hold of baba and me. Thank you Allah for blessing me with my child's presence.

You close to me will always be my happy time. However sick I am I try to reciprocate to your hugs.

Your curious ways makes me know that you have a healthy mind.

Your smile makes my happiness last a little bit longer after a tiring day.

When you cry mummy cries too but at times you need to learn that I can't always give in to you.

The way you watch a cartoon with intensity gives me knowledge that you are getting to understand more about your childhood.

No one can ever resist not smiling at you.

Your face is etched in my heart.

Even when you're cranky it's adorable.

You learn new ways to entertain yourself.

You're so special to me.

When you're sick I prayed that God makes you well and take me as a pawn instead.

Cos all I wanna see is you smiling.

Mummy loves you sayang..